Pixelena

Just to let you know again, this account is no longer active. I no longer make traced bases or use them, I consider that stealing (sorry, people who do. I just realized a long time ago it's wrong) And please stop asking me about request. Also, please don't send any links about your finished dolls anymore. I no longer look at them. There's a chance I will submit traditional art here some time. I don't wanna waste my subscription. If you want to, you're free to use my bases. You don't have to credit me.

I just wanted to ask you guys if you know about any medications or ways that can help me concentrate? It's getting really annoying when I can't focus properly in school. Maybe I'm studying maths, and all I see are some random numbers. I want to get better grades but in order to have them I have to concentrate better, are there any ways to be able to concentrate more?

Hi, guys how you've been? Horrible? I know I've been. Have been sick and puked a lot this morning along with having pains most women are familiar with. But anyways, yesterday was so weird and kinda funny. I was just drawing in my bed, I reached out to the thing that holds the pencils and eraser and stuff (forgot what it's called) and I did touch my eraser there, but I lost it, finding out it disappeared. I just ignored it and started drawing again. But suddenly it like, fell from the air. I was like 'lol wut?'. It was just, weird. But then again maybe I was just tired. Also, a door hit me in the face, by itself. I was going to bed when it moved by itself and slammed me in the face -.- and it hurt.

Okay, it's 5:03 am in the morning here, and I'm a little paranoid. Just a few minutes ago, one of my cats was sleeping, until she opened her eyes and started looking at something. I didn't see anything, (and by the way, this is the same cat that suddenly saw something and became really scared pixelena.deviantart.com/journa…). But this time she was calmer and her eyes seemed to follow what ever it is and she was like O.O. I've heard that cats can see and hear things we can't. Maybe I become a little easily paranoid, and always have but I can't help but feeling worried. And I hear noises but maybe my mom is waking up, I'm too scared to look. Wow, I am a coward, I become uneasy over the smallest thing haha.

So my mom found out  I'm worried, but she doesn't take me seriously and thinks I'm just overimagining things, maybe I am but I'm starting to doubt I have it now. She told me though she'd contact my teacher and ask her if they have any tests. I'm not completely sure with some of the symptoms, it feels like I have them often but only often. When I look back, I see how ridicilous of me it was to asume I have it, maybe I'm lucky and I don't.